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and it hurts a whole lot- but its missed when its gone. [12 Sep 2004|11:39am] [ mood | numb ] hi. i havent updated in two weeks. not since school has started.and dont expect this update to be anything special. i slept in my first hour the first day of school. that can't be a good sign. i hate it already and i cant help but be in a bad mood when im there. last night we played a show in midland at my uncles, and then after me and dana and greg and gordie went back to danas. we sat on the trampoline. it was fun. we looked for the big dipper for about an hour. we decided that it was on the other side or the world where the sun was shining. or something like that. Carter is going to be 3 tomorrow and my mom is going to be 40. holler. ' ( xoxXooxxoxXoxOx ) 0016 || words of a broken heart.

i need the smell of summer i need it's noises in my ears. [29 Aug 2004|10:42am] So tomorrow is the day everybody has been dreading since june. I have been trying to get myself excited- but its just not workin. I seriously like felt my heart drop this morning when i realized today was going to be the last day i could sleep past 5:30 a.m. for a while. This summer has been the best though. I have had so much fun and it makes me sad to think it is over.  I love all my friends and you guys are what made this summer rock so hard. Friday I went to the beach and then Me Jency and Kellie went to the Birch Run game. We met some pretty cool people- and i finally got to meet Jency's boo <3   ( ooh.la.la. ) 0033 || words of a broken heart.

[19 Aug 2004|04:47pm] Lizard Fair = tight as hell. We met Ryan Cabrera and he was awesome on stage and Petey Pablo was insane. I have video on my camera of Petey, but i dont know how to get it on here. if you wanna see it though - lemme know. Here are the pics from when me and laura won on the radio and from the actual concert <3   ( twist.it.round.your.head.spin.it.like.a.helicopter. ) 0032 || words of a broken heart.

wait. they dont love you like i love you. [10 Aug 2004|11:53pm] [ mood | cheerful ] im on this cd-buying kick right now. i got the yeah yeah yeah's cd today. i cant help it- maps is my favorite song in the entire universe. sunday i met a foreign exchange student who is gonna be at central this year. her name is anna and shes from denmark. shes super nice- so if you have her in any of your classes- ya better introduce yourself. today i went to the mall with my girls. god i missed them. there was a hot blonde boy there.. i was like "he belongs in california" and jenna was like "he belongs next to me!" hahahaah. ( [mall.party.wha?] ) im leaving for mackinaw tomorrow until friday night. im half excited and half not. im excited because it will honestly be so nice to get out of bay city for a couple days. im not so excited because im not into the whole "family vacation thing." but whatev- call my cell with lots and lots of love from bc.   p.s. this saturday death by lipstick is playing at the relay for life at 230 am. and you all better come and support. 0048 || words of a broken heart.

i tried so hard to get your voice out of my head [07 Aug 2004|12:50pm] so.. last night was the show at the skyroom. it was fun, we fought cancer, despite the fact that there were like .2 people there when we played. whatev though. its for a good cause- so i really can't complain. we met the boys from The Swellers last night. they are going on warped tour next year.they gave us free stickers and pins and cds. p.s. im moving to flint.<3   i finally stopped being lazy and decided to upload the pics from dance camp, and i put some pics on from last night. ( ..... )           so kiss me hard. cause this will be the last time that i'll let you. 0038 || words of a broken heart.

[04 Aug 2004|09:24pm] I haven't updated this beast in forever. The BCC Dance Team went to Camp this weekend at Oakland University. I'll update with pics later. Everybody did really good. I dont want school to start. My mom has a friend who works at the board building and she got me my sched. 00- Hughes- Varsity Choir 01- Framke- Bio 02- Hughes- Resounding Harmony 03- Charbanaugh- Psychology 04- Dodge- French II 05- Tacey- Enriched English 10 06- Post- Geometry 07- Hickner- AP American History I think Im switching out of Framke because I heard shes hard, and Im definately getting out of AP History. Let me know if I should change any of those other teachers.     ( {i}{am}{bored} ) EDIT:!%$& Death By Lipstick is playing at the Skyroom this Friday along with The Sentry Scene Tragedy and other good bands. Come support the Relay For Life. 0021 || words of a broken heart.

love and forgiveness are timeless and true. [20 Jul 2004|08:37pm] i got the juliana theory cd today. so good.   last night we went to applebees and then my house for the bday. i love my friends- you are the best. ( .x. )   the end. 0040 || words of a broken heart.

[19 Jul 2004|04:35pm] [ mood | loved ] It's my birthday!! <3   I got a digital cam from my parents.. so get ready for some pics!   ( hot ) ( Parade. )   ( Geckos! )     p.s. i love all of my friends. you guys are the best.   008 || words of a broken heart.

[14 Jul 2004|05:28pm] Who thinks of your butt? LJ Username Sex Butt Size Eenie weenie!SmallMediumLargeIs that an ass or is that a VAN? Butt Shape Flat as a pancake!My cheeks are long and droopy.Round, baby got back!Uh, I dunno, normal butt-shaped?One cheek's bigger than the other! Wants to touch your butt _daytimekisses Stares at your butt as if hypnotised desperate_xkiss Has sketchbooks filled with sketches of your butt x_onthelips Wants to do you in the butt eliseoe Stays awake all night wondering if you have a tattoo on your but allbeforei_die HAS touched your butt! _rainydaykisses This cool quiz by rinni - Taken 1000 Times. </a> New! Get Free Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz hehe 0013 || words of a broken heart.

hes moving too fast and all she wanted was to hold him [10 Jul 2004|10:24am] [ mood | contemplative ] i just learned something scary. "The average person has their heart broken at least 7 times before they fall in true love." doesnt that seem like a lot? i mean.. in order to have your heart broken.. you have to be with someone for quite a while i would think. so... that would take a long time!   VH1's I love the 90's starts on Monday. I am so pumped. I still liked I love the 70's and 80's... but we actually were like living... and knew what was going on in the 90's. So get ready for Furby's and Beanie Babies and any other fun thing you did when you were still in elementary school.   This week went by pretty fast.. when it wasnt 60 degrees out i layed out by the pool. One night I played football with some cool kids in my backyard- went to go see Farenheit 9/11 (good, but long.) - went to Alex's 16th birthday party - spent the night at Jenna's.. fun stuff like that.   The summer is going by too fast. 008 || words of a broken heart.

you always want what you can't have. [04 Jul 2004|10:35pm] im so f-ing proud of myself. i have been doing so good with my updates lately. special thanks to miss ali cnudde for being such a computer genius and teaching those of us who arent as gifted. kiss kiss boo. Today was Emily Johnson's grad party- also known as DBL's favorite show ever. First, i got to play Kevin Kosinski's bass- since mine decided to have a big hole in it (no lie.) Then- as we were playing.. it started downpouring like whoa.. so everybody just jumped in the pool with their nice "graduation party clothes" and they danced in the rain as we played music. By the end of the party- everybody was dripping wet... and Evan's camera and cell phone were drowned. Sorry Ev!!   There are probably going to be some really sweet pics in x_onthelips  or erockin120 's livejournals. so make sure you check those babies out. 005 || words of a broken heart.

[03 Jul 2004|05:30pm] I got my pics back from the other night- ( you know you love it. ) 008 || words of a broken heart.

[01 Jul 2004|10:56pm] Slander! clutteredheart, _rainydaykisses and a pint of whipped cream; need I say more? xox_a_s_h_xox has had implants. Y'know. *Those* Implants. hothothaley and x_onthelips do things behind eliseoe's back that are illegal in most of the world. __wastedwords_ is secretly married to a wolf! goodbye_glory found bondage equipment under _rainydaykisses's bed! goodbye_glory, _rainydaykisses, desperate_xkiss, __wastedwords_... Everyone knows what you got upto that day. Enter your username to dish the dirt on your friends! holler. I haven't updated this beast in a while. decided today might be a good day to do so. Tuesday night was JR Miss BC. It went really good- i had lots of fun. Thanks so much for everybody who came.. it was so nice to have such an awesome cheering section. Then came the after party at my house..... 30 people in a basement with no furniture. mmmm fun. Ill post pics on here when i get em back- (im hoping for a digital camera for my bday (in 19 days!) because then i wouldnt have to develop film!) Today was Dana's pool party- it was really fun... Idiot Stardom and Death by Lipstick played. it was one of our better shows so i has happy with it. It was really weird though. in the middle of one of the songs- i seriously almost started crying. I havent cried in so long- i think i need just a good cry. I have seriously just become numb to everything- and i really dont like it. Tonight i went to Kevs- and then some sweet people met up with us there and then went to the fireworks and we met up with more people there. It was good times. Brad and Kevin lit off fireworks in front of our old teachers houses on Sixth Street- and we got sprayed by the mosquito control man. I hate those trucks so much!     well summer is almost halfway over-- and i am not satisfied yet. somebody needs to change this, pronto.   p.s. my cell phone has been found! call it because i have lots of minutes to use! 2254570 0011 || words of a broken heart.

all i wanna do is let it be and be with you [25 Jun 2004|10:56pm] [ mood | pissed off ] this week has seriously kicked my ass. i dont think i was ever this tired even during the school year. +drivers training ended today. i got 90 out of 100 on my test. i had like the worst score in my class though. boo. my teacher decided to only make me drive 5 out of the required 6 times though- which in my opinion was very cool of him to do. our youtheater shows are also this weekend. i wish i would have been able to come help at the practices a lot more- because im actually sort of bummed that its done. i really like the kids in our show. well- minus like two or three. but they all did a good job- :-) fyi. i hate drama. its probably the biggest waste of time ever. lifes too short to be fighting- i wish that sometimes i could just slow down and enjoy things instead of letting them all fly by- because as much as i hate school- i really dont want high school to fly by, because you can never go back. today me and kev went and saw the day after tomorrow. i really liked it- i thought it was really sad though. we also sat in the massager chairs at the mall. those are like heavenly. my birthday is in 23 days- and if anybody would like to buy me a massaging chair- lemme know.   kevins birthday is tomorrow- so if you havent told him happy birthday- do it now. <3 008 || words of a broken heart.

happy daddies day [20 Jun 2004|03:33pm] [ mood | busy ] havent updated in a while.been a little busy.   i went to Miss Michigan this weekend with my aunt and our friends the Talicska's. Kelli Talicska is the new Miss Michigan. so give it up for lindsay getting to now go with her to Miss America in september. hell yes.   things really upset me lately. i have been stressed out a lot for no good reason. its summer and i really shouldnt be like that- but im so busy that i feel like i have no time for fun. girls night soon hopefully. i need one like whoa.     0011 || words of a broken heart.

[11 Jun 2004|11:38pm] [ mood | moody ]   this has been the longest week of my life. not saying that it's been bad or anything, its just been long. I can't believe school only got out a week ago. i know summer always seems like it flies by- but this summer... i think its gonna be a slow one. which is fine with me. i dont ever want to go back to central.   Since this week seemed so long- it was also very eventful. drama drama drama drama drama... i hate it.   Dance team party was at my house today- i think this year has the potential to be fun... but something tells me that it wont.       what can i say. that kid makes me smile. 0023 || words of a broken heart.

because i can't forget. [07 Jun 2004|02:03pm] [ mood | blah ] oh jeez. last night was ahh-  interesting at the least.   I went to Ali's- then a bunch of us went over to the Irrer's house for the Pistons- im not a huge bball person- but the pistons won- so thats cool. Me and Ali went to the Brunettes to visit our Natalie- and we went to Shamrocks to visit Ry Kemp and Alyssa-   then Kyle Cozad came and picked us up and we went over to Richie's for a bit. got thrown in a pool. came home dripping wet- and called people on the cell. <3 sorry to my entire cell phone phone book. 005 || words of a broken heart.

[05 Jun 2004|01:39pm] [ mood | happy ] schools out. schools out. schools out.!!! that means- +no more homework +no more waking up for Varsity Choir +no more Ms. Green yelling at me for my outfits +no more gym class +no more ANYTHINGGG   couldnt be happier.   Theres an ice cream truck for sale down the road from me. if i could drive, i would totally buy it and drive it around all summer. One time, me and Alyssa Ahlberg were tanning in her yard and we heard an ice cream truck going down the road- so we decided to go get money so we could go get some ice cream. Well we came back, and the ice cream truck had passed, but we could still hear the music. So we decided to chase after it- and for about two hours, we chased the god damn truck around the East Side- and not once would it stop for us. I hate ice cream men. So Thursday night i was just going to bed around 11 o'clock when my mom started screaming for me to come downstairs- So i go down there and there is like, blood everywhere. I guess Carter hit his head on her bed- and he had to go get stitches. So my mom decides it would be okay if we just took him in our car- that meant i had to hold a bloody screaming child. I think i was crying worse than carter, so before we got out of the driveway, my mom decided to call an ambulance. We ended up sitting in the emergency room- and at about 1 o'clock my aunt came and took me home. I got to sleep in an empty house out in the country all by myself at night. fun. Last night- we played at the skyroom.. It went alright i suppose. at least you could hear us singing this time. that was a definate plus. after that I went to Laura's, then Jency and Kellie picked me up and I went to Kemp's and Dana's. It was fun- but for some reason i just wasnt in the best mood- i think i was just tired or something. I had went to bed at like 2 am all week. After that, we went to Jenna's to spend the night and then Ali and I had to go to Youtheater early this morning.   so now- im gonna go tan- for my first time since it has been officially "summer".     0012 || words of a broken heart.

sealed with a kiss [02 Jun 2004|03:16pm] [ mood | lazy ] Last week of school. HELL YES. exams sucked hard. today in Social Studies, after i was done i decided to take a little nap on Mr Tilley's desk, and just as i was getting to sleep, someone was shaking me. so i look up and realize that Kaite was trying to wake me up because Mr Tilley was calling my name to turn in my book, and my entire class was now staring at me. real cool.   I start driver's training Monday. Sweet jesus im scared. I thought it started the 14th, but i guess my mom heard wrong. I am probably the worst driver ever. I'm not upset about having to go to the actual classes, I just dont wanna drive on the road! I hate making turns. I would rather just go straight forever. but whatev- i guess i will be happy when i just get it over with.. just stay off of the roads for the next couple of weeks. <3 show at the Skyroom this Friday. better see everyone there thats it. two more days of school bitches 009 || words of a broken heart.

drama in the alto section [31 May 2004|05:08pm] [ mood | pleased ] Girls Night Round Two= Better Than Girls Night Round One. i <3 Jenna,Ali,Dana,Kellie,Tiffany,Kaite,Natalie,and Kelsey. and Laura Baby I miss you!   So last night we went to see Shrek. Senior Puss is my lover <3   Then we went to the Texan as we were taking pictures there, a scary man who looked like he just slaughtered an animal told us to flick off the camera. HOT.   After that, we stopped by Pete's to say hello to the guys there. and Karen Pavlawk thought there were drug dealers on the corner of his street.   Then as we were heading to Jenna's the "mysterious caller" called her cell phone again- so Karen takes it and was like    "You wanna talk dirty? I from the CIA.. I mean the CSI. You dont know who you are messing with."   then we went to Jennas and went in the hottub- played the "I Never" game. I was the first one out. boo. Im such a rebel what can I say. <3   Today I went to the Saginaw Mall with my mom. First time at Charlotte Rousse, and I must say. Not bad.   Now I'm off to DBL practice- might be playing at the Skyroom this weekend. 0016 || words of a broken heart.

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